Life's a game but it's not fair

GTL

2010-05-24T12:06:00.003+08:00

Jersey Shore boys in da house!
You gotta love those abs, baby!

Taylor the Latte Boy..

2010-03-22T21:20:00.005+08:00

Found this video from cousin blog. I find the song very cute & funny. It speak out for the girls who have crushes on those starbucks guys. haha! Anyway, I have no idea why out of so many name, they used Taylor. Influence from Taylor Lautner,eh?? Oh well, there's two version of the song (basically one from the taylor pov & the other on is the girl pov).

In the first vid, Kristin Chenoweth sang it. I totally love her voice. She can make those sweet, high pitch kinda voice. You should see her guest staring in Glee. Her voice POWER!

The second vid is sang by Ben Hensley, a disney cast member.

cute rite?
i know. heh.

THIS IS US

2010-03-01T21:30:00.003+08:00

~Backstreet Back, alright!~

The very first album i bought was from them. That was their Millennium album i bought a decade ago at a shop at far east plaza. and i still have the album with me. i'll never throw it away, maybe i'll keep it and show my children or grandchildren. heh.

When they were here last here, i dint have the chance to see them. So when they announced that they're coming down again, i was super excited! We bought the expensive tickets, anything to get close to them.

The concert was brilliant! I was having the time of my life UNTILL the security interrupt us. Im in no mood to explain exactly what happened. Okay maybe i'll tell one (out of the many stupid things) that happened. When the boys are at their second last songs, this lady usher told us to stop recording. Like WHAT THE HELL la! I've been recording since the start of the concert. And since when cant u record during a concert?? She totally ruin my mood after that.

Anyway, here are the pics. Courtesy of superaf. :)

AJ was a total charmer. I was very much smitten by him that night.

& yours truly <3

CINTA

2010-02-17T23:38:00.012+08:00

This movie is good! with all the great casts, its worth your 7$ to watch it.

I personally love julia robert's part. In the movie, she's a soldier who took the 14hr flight just to see his little boy back home & fly back the very next day.

& eric dane a.k.a MCSTEAMY part, he endure the humiliation after admitting he's gay for his love for football.

This movie send out a strong message that love is unconditional.

You sacrifice everything for someone or the things you love.

& i truely love this movie.

Dont speak

2010-01-19T12:05:00.003+08:00

It's very dusty here. I'm so sorry for the lack of update.

Alternatively, you can follow me on twitter (@eirashinoda) coz i can foresee that i'm not going to update in the near future. so dont waste yr time here.

ciao!

i <3 my wolfboys

2009-12-08T01:25:00.004+08:00

So new moon's finally here huh. The movie kinda boring. I was hoping there would be ALOT of the werewolves and their abs, but sadly, no. However storyline wise, it follow closely with the book. So kudos mr director!

So peeps, team edward or team jacob huh? me? neither. haha. I found my NFL. I'm rooting for TEAM PAUL!!

and also Jared. :)

Don't you think they look so malay-ish? Anyway, i was googling them abt an hour or so, and i came across alex meraz a.k.a Paul's twitter page. And sadly, alex is married with a son. :( he's wife is a vietnamese and i wonder how their son look like? sure very exotic. haha.. native american + vietnamese.. alright, gonna leave you guys with some of these HOT doggys pics. Nights!

my favourite part of the movie. look how cute jared is. aww..

New Moon

2009-10-26T22:40:00.003+08:00

omg! The wolves are so deli-sh!5 more weeks to the premier of New Moon! Why can't they just open it here the same day as the States?

rest time

2009-10-08T22:48:00.002+08:00

Just a quick update here. I'm on a 3 days MC since ytd. I'm stressed out due to work. This is the first time that i've been really really stressed with work that it is affecting my sleep. I kept waking up in the middle of the night and the worst was on tuesday night. I keep waking up 4-5 times & by 5am, i couldnt sleep anymore. Haiz. I'm glad i'm given till the weekend to rest. Hopefully next week would be better.

hawtAH!

2009-10-07T20:48:00.001+08:00

G is for GAGA

2009-08-15T22:44:00.002+08:00

something to entertain yr day.

2009-08-11T14:07:00.004+08:00

so tmr THE day. THE day that i'll be at fort canning for the first time. THE day that i'm gonna catch the only second concert that i've ever watch for the past 20 yrs of my life. THE day that i'm supposed to be excited for but i'm not. THE day that we are gonna watch LADY GAGA perform. yay!

Anyway, sidetrack 24 hrs earlier, we were at lot 1's MCD having our shaker fries. and ofcourse mcnuggets too. Chatted for 5 freaking hours (it doesnt feel like 5 hours when you're with your girls) and we walked around to look for Raf's dorm stuffs. (Gf now officially U student already. Proud of you babe! One day i'm gonna sleepover at yr dorm and hook-up with one of the mat sallehs there. hahahaha!!) Raf was looking for a photo frame and we saw one at this kodak store. It look exactly the same as the one from Ikea. annddd theennn, the impromtu trip began. Syita suggested going to IKEA to get the exact same frame which cost much cheaper there. Time check: 6++ pm.

Rushed back home to change and touch up a little bit. Meet up again slightly after 7 at cck. (luckily mum dint say anything abt going out during maghrib). Once we're at Ikea, we went straight to the point, grabbing the stuffs Raf needed and we're out of there within 30 mins. Since the night still young, we walked over to AnchorPoint. Shops like Charles & Keith, Cotton On, Billabong etc. sells stuffs directly from factory so it's like way freaking cheap. Now i know where to get cheap shoes from. (even my cousin who live there doesnt know there's cotton on at anchorpoint). So after that we went home. The end.

NE3 1.0

2009-08-11T13:36:00.004+08:00

Like the previous years, uncle got tix for the ndp preview. And like the previous year too, he got us 13 tixs. and almost the same 13 got to watch ndp preview like the previous years.

i miss TIM!

2009-07-28T18:35:00.002+08:00

i miss the old hi5.
i miss singing their songs.
i miss dancing to their songs.
:(

gaga

2009-07-24T23:20:00.003+08:00

Let's have some fun, this beat is sick
I wanna take a ride on your disco stick
Don't think too much, just bust that thick
I wanna take a ride on your disco stick

another 19 more days.
i'm so looking forward to it.

so after we got chase by a puppy, we pose

2009-07-09T11:58:00.003+08:00

finally, a perfect pose.

the day we got chase by a puppy at pet lovers

2009-07-09T11:39:00.005+08:00

buffy vs edward cullen

2009-07-03T14:35:00.005+08:00

one word to describe this video:
STYLO MILO! (okay. thats 2 words. lol)

There's alot of this kind of remake video i hv watched on youtube but none of the storyline make sense. Unlike this video. Watch it the first time and i totally love the creativity of it.

good girl go bad

2009-07-01T20:24:00.002+08:00

I was hanging in the corner
With my five best friends
I heard that you were trouble
But I couldn't resist
I make them good girls go bad

Foxilicious Megan

2009-06-28T01:20:00.002+08:00

i think i have a crush on Megan Fox.

Remembering Michael

2009-06-26T12:17:00.006+08:00

Woke up today with the news of the death of the King of Pop, Michael Jackson. Received 2 sms from Syita and Shu Yin telling me about his death and i was straight away wide awake. Although i'm not really his greatest fan, but his death really did shocked me very much, as the the whole world. His music will be very much remember in years to come. So in honour of his death, i'm gonna play one of my favourite song from him.

You are not alone, Michael. You'll always be in our heart.

May Allah be with you always.

ps: Rest in Peace, Farrah Fawcett.

PCD concert part 2

2009-06-06T10:14:00.004+08:00

Well here's some of the pics from the pussycat dolls concert. Majority were pics of us before and after the concert. Not much pics taken of the pcd girls. Coz we're busy dancing. haha!

Gfs surprise my with the birthday cake. It was very out of the blue.
anyw girls, thanks for the surprise and the tix. this is the best bdae gift ever! love ya.

Overall, the concert rock like hell! They sang almost all of my favourite songs. PCD really know how to entertain their crowd altho they were short of one member. So next concert, Lady gaga! 2 months to save up. :))

Pussycat Dolls Live in S'pore

2009-06-05T00:28:00.003+08:00

One word to describe the concert:

AWESOME!!

ps: dint take much pics coz we're busy dancing!

arab st

2009-06-01T13:59:00.007+08:00

Hannah Montana: The Movie

2009-05-23T13:55:00.002+08:00

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

The best song from Miley ever. This song reminds me that altho we encounter difficulities in our life, it not about how fast we overcome the difficulities but how you deal with it. Its about not taking life for granted and living each day without the intention of just making it to tomorrow but of enjoying yourself and making yourself feel as positive as ever.

So dont forget to catch HANNAH MONTANA: THE MOVIE when it hits Singapore cinemas on 4 JUNE 2009!

I've graduated!

2009-05-22T23:47:00.008+08:00

I've finally graduated from TP's School of IIT. After 3 years of hardwork, i'm so proud of myself and my friends for making it this far to receive our diplomas.

getting my cert from the principal.

with mama & papa. :)

my bffs in poly.

The Gossip Gang.

I'm sure gonna miss gossiping with them. :(

With classmates & Course manager.

So with the cert marks the end of school. I'm really gonna miss everyone. Missed those time we skip lectures, missed those time in yr 1 when we'll go JB every alt wed, missed smuggling dvds and ciggy from JB when i'm still underage (oopsy!), missed design school malay foods, missed taking 168 to school, missed studying at expo's coffeebean, missed projects and exam, well okay.. i missed everything.

And now the future awaits.

our date with Nicole & gang.

2009-05-18T00:22:00.003+08:00

The date has been set and the tix have been bought. I'm counting down to my date with Nicole and gang. haha. This will be my first ever concert ever (those disney on ice and barney show doesn't count rite?) and i'm totally excited. 17 more days to go. I better memorise their lyrics and remember the other 4 kitties names. HAHA!

Happy Birthday to me.

2009-05-17T01:19:00.007+08:00

Did i promise in the previous post that i'll upload more pictures? oopsy. I forgot. Anyway, i can't remember what pics i wanted to post. So can we just forget that i mention that? hee..

So, my birthday had just past by an hour and 25 mins. I still cant believe that i'm no longer a teenager. That i'm a adult now. Suddenly i can feel the pinch of responsibilities that are waiting for me. Like you know, getting married in three yrs time. haha! (inside joke, babes you can laugh your ass off!). but seriously, as qouted by everyone, life move fast once you reach 20. so live a happy and meaningful life, people.

A little shoutout to my closest who are cebrating their birthday in May:

Boy

Mak Ngah

Kak Nani

Ida

Azie

Happy Birthday, everyone!!

and lastly, to the two greatest man in my life(chey.. mcm paham eh),

David Beckham & Robert Pattinson

Happy Birthday to you too...!

I'm so glad we are all Taurans.

pics galore part 1.

2009-05-05T15:19:00.013+08:00

These pics here are way long due. They were taken a day before Good's Friday. (ard a month ago i think). We went to Art House to support Gan Eng Seng Sch musical performance.

The guy on the left is the son of one of Suria's comedian who is also a special person to someone (shall not name who. haha!).

Part 2 of more pics coming soon..

who let the wolves out?

2009-04-24T15:04:00.003+08:00

(l-r): paul, sam uley, jared & embry

yes! finally, they're out. the wolves of New Moon.

i dint expect Paul to be that HOT! just look at his smokin' body. can faint, you know!

totally not what i imagined he will look like.

so, like i said in my twitter, i might be consider rooting for team paul (for the wolf pack only, edward still my no. 1. hehe..) .

anyone with me?

ps: watch today ET. they're showing behind the scene footage of new moon.

pps: i think only pple like me got time to watch all this kinda of show. haha..

a qoute from a star

2009-04-24T00:06:00.005+08:00

something from Joel's twitter:

"bonerstyle - something that is so cool or has so much style it causes an actual erection.

no bonerstyle - the exact opposite"

HAHA! tts why im loving twitter so much.

harper's island

2009-04-18T15:52:00.002+08:00

must watch tmr night after S factor.

oh ya, this week S factor, i think they're at fajar sec.

need to watch to know.

tweeting

2009-04-13T23:53:00.003+08:00

sorry for the lack of updates. eh no. sorry for not blogging. i've been addicted to tweetdeck that i forget about this blog. haha! but nevertheless, since i'm not able to squeeze everything in twitter, i have to update here.

so here it goes. firstly i'm babysitting my little cousin for 2 weeks, starting tmr. my aunt's maid balik kampong and the new maid arriving in 2 weeks time, so meantime i'll look after them. this 'job' fit in nicely in my ever so busy schedule (mcm paham, eh). haha! i got 2 job offer before that but i declined both. lol. and i seriously think i really need to look for a part time job after my 20th bdae. havent top up my cash since kl trip. :(

secondly, took the ept test this morning. nth much to say of it. just that the paper was pretty hard and i dont understand the english they're using. lol. pray that i'll pass. i want to be a teacher.

lastly, ermm, ya. talked to my long lost kindergarten buddy, Adi. He initiated the talk on fb. i was taken by surprise. haha. and he was quite cute la when he asked me qns like, " are you my best in kindergarten", "did we talked in kindergarten". haha! so funny. i even scanned and showed him our prize giving pictures. you can see the recent tweet for the pic.

bai.

archieee in spore

2009-04-08T13:53:00.015+08:00

Yesterday, went to iluma to meet archie. i actually forget about the autograph session till sis talked about it on monday nite. So there i was, like all those crayz fanatic fans. But i'm not that fanatic, thou. Just go there to see him. Like when did they ever held those free meet and greet sessions. esp for those hollywood singers. right? it worth the watch.

We were there late. and it's already very packed! end up the 'best' place we got was at the 3rd level, directly above the stage. and archie's fans made up from all kind of age. there this one uncle that we are seriously mad with. once i tot that i found the right spot, i called the rest. but then the uncle next to me 'warned' that he have 3 more pple coming. i tot maybe his children. so i was like, oo-kay. but then, came 3 aunties and uncles. like, wtf! so old still wanna watch. somemore, stand at the front. those kids behind them have to see between the gaps. LOL!

anyhoo, archie sang 4 songs. i dont know the first song, second was a little too not over you (my blog song :D), third was a thousand mile (he played the keyboard) and last was CRUSH! (my all time fav song of his). We dint wait till he left coz the Q for the autograph thingy was freaking long.

pics credit to dhea. :)

ashton's hot!

2009-04-01T17:56:00.003+08:00

i upload this video in my LJ. but if you havent see this yet, you can watch it here.

it's from the movie a lot like love. i really love this part. enjoy!

a virgin trip to KL with gfs.

2009-03-27T23:49:00.037+08:00

woohoooo. exactly a week ago at this time, i was in KL with my 3 gfs, trying to sleep but was forced not to sleep. haha!

anyhoo, sorry for the lack of updates. i was down with fever after i got back from KL. :(

and yes, finally the much awaited trip has ended, after a year of planning. Initially, we planned to go to Bangkok but due to the crisis there, and also for the sake of our safety, we decided on KL. (I don't really care about the venue as long i gotta be with my gfs.) awww.. so sweet. hehe.

We departed at 9am sharp last friday. Took Grassland coach from Boon Lay. The coach not the bad la. Wide seats and big room for the feets.

stupid shots.

Coincidently, we had the same pose.

Reached KL around 2 plus. The driver dint speed. I dunno why. We stopped at Time Square and took the LRT to our hotel. Personally, i think its not worth it to ride a cab around KL coz of the traffic jam. Time loss seating in the cab. It's better to go around by their LRT.

In the lobby washroom. It's super huge!

After we checked in and get to our room, we quickly freshen up and headed out. No time to waste! Lucky for us, there's a mall beside our hotel. and we are even luckier coz there's McD, Starbuck, Secret Recipe, Aunty Anne and Kenny Rogers! HEAVEN!

So dinner at Kenny Rogers. (our mission is to eat at those non-halal restaurant in S'pore, but is halal in M'sia and eat at A&W). hehe..

Next stop, Petaling Street. Shopping heaven. We shopped for more than 2 hours there. (actually, we dint really shop for our stuff, we keep looking for other people stuffs). We kept going to the front and back couple of times till i think the shop person recognise us. LOL. Anyway, word of advice, dont go to the bangla store. They are so stingy. Go to those chinese or thai store, they are more willing to mark down the price.

In the end i bought myself this Chanel shade. Cool rite. hehe.

anyhoo, we are actually bottomless in this pic! shhh...

FUN TIME!

We are not allowed to sleep early. So we camwhore. :)

DAY 2

We woke up as early as 6.30am. Coz you know, 4 anak daras, sure will take more than an hour to get ready. We're down for breakfast by 8. And by 10.30am, we're out to Masjid India.

the view from our room.

I like this pic.

credits to syita's aunt.

Masjid India

Pavillion

& at last, a&w @ KLCC!

yummy yummy rootbeer float.

famous shots infront of the icon itself.

and when we got back, we asked Fana to bathe first. as soon as she entered the toilet, raf and me sped down to Secret Recipe to buy her belated birthday cake hoping to surprise her. but, she beat us to it. It took us no less than 10 mins to get the cake but she was finished by then. LOL. so when we entered the room, i hid the cake behind me and raf drag fana to the toilet and asked her stupid qns about the armpit cream. hahaha! syita and me quickly light up the candles and we slowly walked to the toilet with the cake on my hand and sang her belated birthday song.

and yes, she love our surprise and present. :))

Day 3

Bye Legend

Berjaya Time Square.

It's the biggest shopping complex i've ever been to.

10 story high.

The indoor theme park.

Back home.

tired siol

2009-03-17T00:19:00.002+08:00

Saturday - cousin's engagement.

Sunday - cousin's wedding.

Monday - sentosa with makcik and pakcik from KL.

Tuesday - farewell party at school.

Wednesday - zoo(maybe) or out with cousins.

Thursday - OFF.

Friday - Sunday, KL!

3 down. 4 more to go.

glory glory man utd!

2009-03-15T01:13:00.002+08:00

yes. man utd lost. no big deal.

FRIDAY THE 13TH

2009-03-13T02:14:00.002+08:00

spooky spooky.

2 months in a row. if you noticed.

andd, finally sis have her own laptop now.

Which is good coz NO MORE FIGHTING.

yea.

oh oh oh balik kampong!

2009-03-09T21:19:00.019+08:00

Hey hey! It's March now. Know what it mean? It means that we're 11 days away from our virgin KL trip. arghhh!!! *exaggerate sikit* i can't wait! and it also means that i havent been updating my blog for so so long. :D I'll break the post into 2; one from the Kampong trip last Sat & the other one is abt Live n Loaded last month.

The trip to Pontian took ard 1 hr from JB. It's my first time overnight there (i think. The last time was what, when i was 2 or 3 yrs old?). I'm somewhat looking forward to it. Partly coz it's dad's side. So long havent meet my datuks and neneks sedara. Abit kaku. and partly coz i miss the kampung ambience.

Detoured to Singgah Selalu for late lunch first upon reaching jb. Reached kampong ard 7.

The shop houses or pekan. After 40 years, it still looked the same (as told by papa). And i just got to know that Pontian is located along the shoreline of Straits of Malacca. The pic above, it's just a few stones away from the sea.

Had sup tulang for dinner. It's freshly cook by my atoks and neneks. The tulangs are superly humongous. Too bad i forget to snap a pic of it. Just imagine from the tip of your middle finger till the middle of your lower arm. That's how big it is. hah! After dinner, was mostly slacking time. Played with my nieces and cousins.

The two boys were busy showing us their 'latest' shuffle moves. And these two little girls below, they are adorable cute.

This is Qistina or 'Kak Ngah'.

And this is Amani or 'Manje'.

These two little nieces of mine. They are sisters, apart by exactly 364days. hah! and can you believe that Qistina is only 2 1/2 yrs only? i bet you dont. haha! My kakak sedare said that both of them can be pass off as twins, only different in body size. When one cry, the other will cry. When one wants milk, the other will want too. When one sleep on her mother lap, the other will also want to sleep on the mother's lap. haha..

Second day, helped with wedding reception. But not that much. Coz mostly, esp the foods were prepared by my aunt's immediate neighbours and the atoks and neneks. One thing about living in kampong that i like is the semangat of bergotong-royong. Everyone is willing to help. :)) By 10.30 the marhaban had already started. I just finished bathing that time and
i was quite pissed off coz i dint have time to blow my hair. Cozi might distrub the marhaban with the noise from the hairdryer (serve me right for bathing late. boo!).

Everything was good. Except for the weather. Super hot. By midday, i cannot tahan. Esp after eating, i feel like sleeping. hah!

The theme was red and white. I dont have red so i wore purple.

always the rule breaker. :D

We left around 7. And i was glad that we'll be home soon. haha. coz i seriously need to shampoo my hair. Reached singapore, met with another set of cousins. haha. Since papa wanna wash the car, these little rascals wanna follow. Tak pernah ikut cuci kereta katekan. Semue jakun!

Finally, manage to get my ass on this Fit. :))

Second part coming up.

Live 'n' Loaded 09

2009-03-09T20:27:00.014+08:00

Okay here's the second post. Sorry, this post is abit outdated. I was busy plus lazy to post. hehe. Nevertheless, here it is.

17 Feb 09. MediaCorp Studio. Went there to support our friend, Wan Ying. Although i was super busy with MP that time, i still force myself to go coz i wanna see UTT!! We were told to be there by 7pm, but the recording only start at 8.30pm. Imagine standing in that small, cold studio for 1 1/2 hrs. We were super excited at first but everyone (but me) became moodless when the show start. hee. Seeing UTT hypen me up.

And this UTT, came out very quietly. I was anticipating for him & out of the blue, he was standing in between the crowd. & obviously i went wild! haha.. First time seeing him upclose. He is totally HOT! Seriously...

These guys still have time to mosh.

Sarah from 53A. She's hot and she's rock. She play the bass/guitar damn cool la.

We stood right infront of him. He kept running around from one stage to the other one. So, dint really get to snap a good pic of him.

Wan Ying's group, Alternative Press.

Yup yup. That's all. I will have one more wedding coming up this weekend. And after that i can look forward to the KL trip. Very very excited.

Shall we countdown together, girls?

11 more days. :))

2009-02-19T11:29:00.002+08:00

Catch Live n' Loaded tonight!

11 pm, Channel 5.

if you're lucky, you might see me there. :))

nike mini

2009-02-14T20:45:00.003+08:00

Happy V-Day everyone!

While everyone were out, poor little me had to stay at home and do the house chores. Coz my mum said that our relatives from Malacca might be staying at our place for a day to attend our other relative's wedding tomorrow so, being the clean freak that my mum is, she had sis and me to clean up the entire house. The house is spotlessly clean now. Esp the toilet (thanks to me eh).

Anyway, babes, if you receive an email from me regarding the nike woman thingie, accept eh. It's for you to plan your work-out schedule. You can choose what type of exercise you want, then they'll show you how to do it. and after you have done it, you'll check it to indicate that you've done that exercise. and the fun part is you can create your own nike mini. (mine is in the pic below. cute rite? :)) Then you'll also have your own cheering squad, which is your friends who accepted your request, to cheer for you. So join in the fun k. & we can together burn down our fats! (macam paham jer) hee..

season in the sun

2009-02-11T21:23:00.002+08:00

Sis and me was mad ytd night. We couldnt sleep so we decided to karaoke (at 1 a.m, mind you). And we sang alot, alot of Westlife songs. I was wondering what they are up to now so i decided to googled about them this afternoon.

And to my surprise, my fave Westlife guy, Nicky, is a dad to twin boys. Gosh! It took me almost 2 years to know that he's already a dad. I was wondering when he will be one la coz i know Shane already has a girl. Tup tup, get twins. Boys some more. haha.. Anyway, congrats Nicky. You're my favourite coz you look like beckham. heee...

Nicky, Georgina Ahern and their boys, Rocco and Jay. Georgina is Cecilia Ahern's older sis. (I just know about it today. -_-)

benjamin button

2009-02-10T23:42:00.002+08:00

The curious case of Benjamin Button. Watched it twice and that's it. I'm not gonna sit in the theater for another 2 1/2 hrs. I'm not saying the movie is bad. It's awesome! But you must find the cinema that provide the best seat. Preferably GV Gold Class. Or you'll get stiff ass and neck. hehehe..

The movie indeed was the best movie i have ever watch. Very rare and unique. And very sad, ofcourse. And And, oh my, Brad Pitt! He's the only reason why i watched the movie twice. He's totally HOT!

Get what i mean?

afternoon drama

2009-02-01T19:47:00.006+08:00

Hello February! and what a day to start of the new month...

Well, this afternoon i was shocked to find police cars, a fire engine and a red rhino at the void deck below. My first thought was maybe there's a fire in one of the units. But i dint see the firemen setting up their hoses anywhere. Then, i saw those people below pointing up and the policeman asking those people to move away. I was kinda 70 percent sure that somebody was gonna jump off the building. Coz i was accustomed by the suicide stories someone always told be before. haha!

Minutes pass by, many people started to gather below and they were looking up. By then the second fire truck come and came more firemen. When they start to inflate the balloon-balloon thingie, my wild guess was very right. So i dragged my sis down to get a better look of the scene. Coz obviously i wanna who was the culprit. My mum guess it was this neighbour of ours. and she was indeed right. She was sitting on the window, with one leg in the balcony and the other leg out. (imagine yourself, k :)) Someone, might be the paramedic, was talking to her, trying to calm her down. In the unit above the girl house, firemen already set-up a net, just in case she jump off.

There wasnt much of the 'dramatic' scene actually. She dint really look like she's gonna jump. Looks more like she's acting like she's gonna jump. LOL! The whole drama ended in less than 30 mins or so. Anyway, bravos to the firemen, policemen and paramadic. If it wasnt for my itchy hands, i doubt i'd miss the drama. They came in so silently la. haha..

We sneaked to take some pics coz there's policemen everywhere.

In the photo above, on the left side is the balloon-balloon thingie. and the police cordoned the whole back area of the block.

bride wars

2009-01-30T00:14:00.009+08:00

My hot guys! haha. Speaking of which, i dreamt of Taylor Lautner a.k.a Jacob Black last night. We're a couple la seh. haha! It's felt weird thoug coz he's better off as my bro. lol. My dream will be much more sweeter if its Rob Pat instead. aww... dream on eh.

haha. craps. Back to reality. Sis & me watched Bride War today. It's one hell of a movie to watch. I said so coz it makes me cry. I love movies that makes me cry. and speaking of crying, almost all the movies i've watched since last sunday made me cry. What a girl wants, 13 going on 30, Two week notice and even American Idol! boohoohoo, i'm a cry baby. haha.. Oops, back to Bride War. If i'm given the chance to be one of the character, i'll choose Anne Hatheway's Emma. She's so so like me. Not to give up the wedding date for her bestfriend. That's the right thing to do babe! haha.. I'm so mean. anyway, just go watch Bride War. you won't waste a single penny. :))

Haiz. Back to school tomorrow. I so love the state i'm in now that i forget that i'm still in the middle of my major project. But no worries, one day to endure before the weekends. boo! Anyways, here is my list of movies-to-watch soon: He's just so not that into you, The curious case of Bejamin Button, Confession of the Shopaholic & Revolutionary Road. Any kakis??

k-nite

2009-01-25T20:20:00.011+08:00

Yesterday was such a blast!

We MUST karaoke often k babes. :)

call the police

2009-01-14T21:29:00.004+08:00

Things was a little hectic last week. Had to rush the submission for my major project models & also prepare for the evaluation on tuesday. Plus, i was too, too caught up finishing Breaking Dawn. That explains the lack of updates. hah!

Anyway, me and my sis was debating about the Pharmacy Science course eversince she gotten back her results. I already told her not to take that course after heeding the advices from my friends, who are ofcourse science students in NP, but as usual, she still insist. But she changed her mind today. She thought of taking biomed at Tp instead. and i told her don't. I'm not being a fussy wussy sis here. But TP? It's quite far. Speaking as a TP student myself, it's not recommendable, i might say. The journey to and fro is very tiring. Worst, during project period. Reaching home 11+ everynight and have early morning lesson the next day. don't imagine.

haha. Poor little sister of mine. I'm giving her a big big headache. I just want her to make the right decision, thats all. But if she still insist on the pharmacy course, i have nothing against it. She deserve to be in the course that she want. :) cheers, sis.

clever porky

2009-01-12T22:52:00.003+08:00

Congrats, sis!

Thanks for being the smartest among the 3 of us.

hahaha..

ps: hope you have a hard time choosing the right course..! :p

2009

2009-01-01T23:52:00.002+08:00

Happy 2009 people! Welcome the to the new year.

My oh my. 1 year pass by in a blink of an eye. and i still cant believe it's 2009 now. NYE @ Holland V. Same venue as last year. Partied with the same anak-anak abu and we pretty much had the same 'FIRST' food of the year for 2 consecutive year - Canadian Pizza. haha! But we wasn't as crazy as last year, though. Guess what we did after the stroke of midnight? Play Pet Society at Facebook till 4 in the morning! super lame, i know. then we watched Twilight (the 5th time for me) before knocking off ard 5.30am.

Had brunch at Adam Rd. We queued for half an hour for the nasi lemak. Back home, get another 2 hours of sleep, dinner & finally, home sweet home. :)) Yup, that wrapped up my first day of the year.

Happy two-0-0-nine, once again!

eclipse

2008-12-29T01:38:00.003+08:00

I've been from Popular to Kinokuniya to Borders and there's NO ECLIPSE!! I've have yet to try my luck at MPH though. Hmpf! If i know they're gonna sold out this fast, i would have just bought all the 4 books the other time. I don't like the feeling of hanging midway. It's frustrating!

So if anyone know of anyplaces that sell Eclipse or Breaking Dawn, tell me k. I really need those books.

merry x'mas

2008-12-25T23:17:00.004+08:00

Merry X'mas everyone!
I was preety much at home this whole week. Although i was supposed to be doing my FYP, but my group decided to give ourselves a self-decleared holiday. Coz it's suppose to be the term break & we're not supposed to be in school. boohoo! But the free time had been greatly used. I managed to spent more time with my sibs and cousins. Since they're are still schooling, our free time are kinda clashed. bah.

Anyhoo, X'mas with the family & cousins & aunties & uncles at JB. (I know my girls will confirm tagged me "Minah JB" again. hahas. I'm saving you girls time from trying to type that 'word' at my tagboard :)) FYI, i just went there 3 days ago. JB was just foods, foods and more foods. If it's not food then maybe movie or smth from MNG. That's my typical JB routine. haha! Oh ya, not to forget my Oreo Cheesecake from Secret Recipe. I bought one home on monday & i bought 2 today. They are so cheap that i could not resist to buy. :)

Okay. The flu pill i took is slowly taking effect ald. I'm kinda sleepy now. So i'll just end here for today. Nights!

PS: Girls, i think we should go JB one day. It's much safer now since they have this bridge that link the new checkpoint straight to the shopping center. consider?

lions and vampires

2008-12-22T09:04:00.004+08:00

So S'pore lost and there's nothing to be angry about. Like Raf said, "Once in a while kasi team lain menang tak salah pe." Macam paham, eh raf? Aku baru nak beli tix grandstand kalau S'pore dpt msk final. haha!

Anyway, Raf have been a great company this whole week. For the first time in history, she'd accompanied me to support the lions. :) We reached 50mins before the game start but the east entrance was already full. So got no choice but to sit at the south. Match details, there's nothing to elaborate about coz S'pore lost, why bother? I had a good time shouting and screaming during the match anyway. and when we just about to leave the stadium, there's a fight broke out. Dunno between who la. But must be those mats. typical mah. :))

On thursday, we watched Twilight. The movie is so cool la! I wanna have a vampire boyfriend can? So he can accompanied me sleep every night. :)) and and, i heard rumours saying that 'New Moon' movie gonna release on the 29th Nov 2009. can't wait!

pictures from last week..

2008-12-09T22:03:00.001+08:00

Last wednesday after school, wonky and me met with sy at Raffles City. It's been weeks since i last met with sy so there's really alot of things to talk about. Halfway through dinner, i excused myself coz mother nature calling. Searched for the loo and i was seriously amazed with the loo man. The interior was so top class la. Even the toilet bowls itselves have an automated bidet which you can choose for a thorough or not-so thorough cleaning. ( you can go to sy blog to see the pic). And after cleaning your butt, there's this button which helps to dry your butt. Cool or what sia? hahaha.. We also came across the disable cum family loo. Its interior was also top notch. And it is super huge!

the right side is for the wheelchair-bound people.

the left side is the loo for the kiddies. see how small the loo's bowl?

Then on friday, met with naz after school. Headed down to marina sq to buy famous amos cookies only and then went to cwp to meet with her sis. I tagged along and her sis invited me to have lunch with them at seoul garden. Ate alot of red meats but i miss out eating the seafoods due to my allergies. argh! i could just look at the mr. prawny and mr. sotong. next time mister. next time. I had 2 servings of cabonara coz its was super delicious. I ate as slowly as i could, savouring every little food. There were time where i was at my peak but i cool down, telling myself not to think of the 'F' word (read: full). I did very well. Finished all the food, not wasting a tiny single bit of it. And my mind told me that there's still room for a little more food. So i told naz, "come! let's make ice kacang and eat fruits". So there we were, mixing the ingredients for ice kacang happily. But only after four/five spoonful of ice kacang, we were very bloated. We havent even touched on the fruits yet sia. I pitied on the fruits so i took half bite on the honeydew despite the fact that i was already at my peak end. And that's was it! I could not take anymore food. My stomach was so full that i could hardly breathe. And at the same time i felt like puking all the foods out. (but i hold on. how could i waste my 14 bucks by puking everything out?) haiz. made my way home safely. and i was just in time to catch my bf, Zac Efron on Ellen. :DD

Alright! That's all for this post. I wanna catch the soccer match between Spore & Indonesia. Adios!

it has offically ended

2008-12-01T01:39:00.002+08:00

i'm back! I've been away for 4 days but it feels like 4 years! work is super tiring. especially when you work for IT fairs where it's super chaotic and the people(esp those cheena) are super gian-peng!

i'll update more when i'm free tomorrow.
super super tired sia.

this weekend

2008-11-25T21:46:00.004+08:00

quick update on the weekends. coz i have to rush my sketchup by tomorrow & i am not free tmr till sun (will tell you why later on).

Saturday, as usual, went out with the usual suspects. but this time its only raf and me. Syita had her cousin's wedding while fana was on afternoon shift. We watched Tropic Thunder at marina gv. The movie was damn lame shit to the core la! if only chian dint tell me that tom cruise actually acted in the movie, i wouldn't know that the bald guy is him la. he look so ugly. hahaha! had lunch cum dinner at flyer's popeye. popeye is the new KFC, i tell you. their mashed potato and fries are way much much better than KFC. (anyone agree with me?) Then it started to rain and my stomach started to ache. nice timing. haha! but the stomach ache was so bad la. i seriously cannot tahan, you know. i dunno if i ate something that had expired or its just my menses cramp. lol. stupid. it almost dampened my mood to jalan-jalan. but nevertheless, we still made our way to town. We stop by The Cathay coz i wanna see-see the sale at Gramophone. There's ALOT of cheap-cheap cds and dvds. I wanna buy everything if i could but i'm gonna be broke soon, so i just bought 2 movies. Bring it on:all or nothing and The game plan. hee.. When i reached home, i straight away watched the movie. so kiasu.. :p

Sunday, were spent with the family & cousins. We went to JB as usual to watch movie, dine and shop. The daddies requested to watch Quantum of Solace. So the mummies and kiddies have no choice but to agree. Coz usually the daddies just follow whatever the mummies wanna watch (usually its those malay movies which is not to the daddies liking) but sunday was different, we gave the daddies chance. hehe.. Anyway, Mr Bond has the nicest pair of dreamy eyes ever! We had dinner at the lorong. I ordered my favourite Sup Daging and teh ais limau. super shiok la. The journey back home was terrible. The m'sia customs was super packed la and the bus waiting area also. haiz. Lesson learnt: don't ever go JB on a sunday.

Monday, was at home the whole day. In the evening, met Raf for jogging at cck stadium. Time to burn my fats! and i was super disappointed la. this is the first time that i pancet after 2 rounds around the track. haiz. fyi, i gained 4kg in the past 2 months. and the weight maintained this way till today. i'll jog again soon. i'll try. (:

Today, woke up super early. I need to meet chian at 9.25am at Sengkang mrt before proceding to Boon Keng to meet the rest. I was kinda lost when i reached sengkang, it was my first time there taking 161 alone. feel abit suaku. haha. i alighted from the bus, i dunno where's the enterance to the mrt so i followed this guy infront of me. I had a feeling he was heading to the mrt but i was so wrong la. he went into compass point. so i had to call chian and asked for the direction to the enterance. Anyway you might be wondering why i go to all this ulu-ulu places rite? haha.. k, actually, i'm working for pakard bell as their promoter for this weekend IT fair and we had to come down to Boon Keng for the briefing. finally, i'm earning extra moolah.. eversince my internship end, my source of income have dried up. plus i have to save up for next year trip. haiz. i'm feeling the pain already. (so kids, remember, if you wanna money, you have to earn it. you can't asked from your mummy and daddy. so the no-shame la. hehe..)

So if you girls & guys wanna visit me, we'll be at Expo Hall 5&6 from this thursday till sunday, 11am - 9pm. Adios!

beyonce

2008-11-21T23:20:00.006+08:00

If I Were A Boy ( Official Music Video ) HQ - Beyonce

nice song.

boys, listen please. *peace*

dreams

2008-11-20T00:33:00.003+08:00

These past few nights, or every night, i've been having dreams about people who either have close contact with me or dont. They appeared in my dreams, and 'play a story' which is so unrealistic. okay, do you ever dreamt of your friend's sister having a child out-of-wedlock? or worst still or maybe funny still, you dreamt of a friend's friend who is so angry with her bestfriend and decided to give the bestfriend her used bikini as her birthday present? ohmygoose! what on earth is happening to me? This friend's friend, i only met her once and that was more than a year ago. I had no idea why i dreamt of her. seriously!

and i know i should not have let this happened but i 'accidentally' dreamt of him. i dunno why but i kept thinking of him recently. it just happened. i still miss him after so long. i don't talk about this as much as i used to but i just need to let it out once in a while, rite. anyways, the dream gives me a strong message which only me know what to do. It's for the best. :)

ps: i'm loving my life now. so cousins, stop whatever plans you guys & girls have come up for me. I know how much you care but i dont need it rite now. Maybe in the future can la. hee.. love you all so much!

pss: babes, glad you girls love the present. go hang it somewhere you can see it every morning you wake up. :)

you

2008-11-17T22:59:00.001+08:00

If i'm dreaming, dont wanna laugh coz it hurt my feeling

:(

2008-11-11T01:17:00.002+08:00

OKAY! I'M SO NOT GOING TO KL!

last minute cancellation due to the stupid recession.

bum bum bum

2008-11-10T14:59:00.002+08:00

for the past week, i have not been doing anything. all i did was surf the net, watch some tv show, play psp, do some crossword puzzle, sleep and eat. my routine 'work' (read: no school) eversince thursday. and i'm loving it!! i never been so relaxed before. :))

AND i have one buzzing buzzing news to share... k, i overheard the parents talking ytd that we are going for a 2 day trip to KL this end of the month! ohmygoose ohmygoose!! i need a break from all this shitty stuff i've been doing lately (i.e being a lazybum!). hahaha! ooohhh.. i'm so looking forward man. But before that, i want Friday to come fast fast. We have a mission to cover. shhhh... will tell when the time comes.

my sleepless + hungry nite

2008-11-07T01:13:00.004+08:00

i can't sleep. and i dunno what to do.

i don't feel like watching any online tv shows.

i don't feel like playing any game.

i don't feel like reading.

i don't feel like doing anything else except to sleep!

But i cant.

and i am very, very hungry!

I want to eat but i can't. I'm on a strict no-eating-at-night diet.

this is just so sucky.. :(

havaianas spree :)

2008-11-05T09:21:00.002+08:00

hey girls. i'm helping my friend to promote her blogshop.

She's selling havaianas flip-flop at a cheap, cheap price.

Do check out her site -> Havaianas for sale!

thanks :)

lewis hamilton

2008-11-04T00:07:00.003+08:00

yea! as i predicted, Lewis Hamilton won.

and to celebrate his winning, i bought a mouse that looks like a F1 car. cute right? haha..

no lah. my mouse of 2 years spoilt so i have to get a new one. and happened to be, i found this quite little mouse. without think twice, i bought it. :)

halloween

2008-11-02T22:49:00.004+08:00

yes! i'm back from the dead. and i'm back for good.

well, life so far have been quite good. i am finally back in school. doing some serious shit work. haha. kidding la. i am doing my major project right now. we're assigned to go this google earth and google sketch up thingie. to draw out 3D images witht the sketch up program. how cool right? and my group was given to work on fort canning park and tampines east. so technically, we have to draw 3D images of the hdb buildings etc. whatever you could find in those places. i know it sound interesting but when you start doing, it's tough. right now, the tough part have yet to come. heng keng. :)

so last friday was halloween. saw many people in their 'ghost' costume at town. haha! must be brave of them to walk in that kind of costume. if me, i wouldnt dare sia. and although my mum disappoint me for not letting me out on the night of halloween, i somehow manage to have my own fun. hahaha!

well just with the figurines, that is. (whatever can make me happy) haha..! we give our best pose. try not to smile in the pic coz ghost dont smile rite? haha..

and today, i finally completed watching The O.C. all the four seasons. well, i dint exactly watch all. i did skipped a few episodes in season 3 coz its getting too mundane. that's the cause if you watched all the episodes from s1 to s3 back to back. heh. and i think the o.c is way much better that gossip girls. fullstop.

counting down the time to the live telecast of brazil grand prix. the last gp race of this season. woohoo.. so massa or hamilton? oh wells, tough choice. but i've to go with hamilton. i have my confident in him. go hamilton!! and speaking of f1, my aunt gave me the lanyands for the Spore Night race. both lanyards for the season passes and the vip passes. cool or what? :))

freedom

2008-10-23T15:43:00.003+08:00

today is a purr-fect day! the feeling of sleeping late through the morning on a weekday. i've been waiting for 4 months for it man. and its finally here. how great!

So ytd after work, we went to Minds Cafe @ boat quay to celebrate the FREEDOM from working life. and it was fun! the games there are totally you-never-play-before type of game. childish games but need to use brain to think one. haha! maybe girls, we could go there one day and slack huh?

30 hours more

2008-10-21T11:35:00.000+08:00

so tomorrow is the day.

i can't wait. :)

cohen

2008-10-18T02:41:00.004+08:00

i wanna sleep now. i wanna wake up very very late tml.

hmm. sorry for the lack of updates. Been caught up with ryan & seth lately. They're so addictive.

ps: happy birthday, my baby boy.

can do or not?

2008-10-07T22:49:00.003+08:00

Steps that will be taken by me to lose weight:

Step 1: I must have a heavy lunch i.e eat rice, if possible. So that i won't feel hungry in the late afternoon.

Step 2: Avoid eating tidbits. (especially at work)

Step 3: Eat biscuit or bread at night.

Step 4: Try to eat less whenever i go for house visiting.

Step 5: No carbonated drinks.

Step 6: Go and exercise la dey!

ya. i need to burn down this thick stubborn fats. Gain too much weight this 2 months.

Fatigue

2008-10-04T02:33:00.000+08:00

First of all, a shoutout to my bestie shoeing and cousin lily, Happy belated Birthday girls!

you girls turn a year older already huh. so good. :)

Anyhoo, how's your raya celebration, pple? Hope it was great. As for me, it was purr-fect! and like finally, i gotta see almost everyone wearing the same colour. bring back memories mcm zaman kanak2 gitu. boriah habis! best! haa..

After my dad & bro came back from the prayers, we quickly siap2. And before we headed down to the cemetery, i, as the eldest child, lead my troop in the 'asking for forgiveness session'. lol. Like Raf said, the salam-salaman part is the funniest. and i totally agree with her. We're NEVER serious when asking for forgiveness. Nak mintak maaf pon bole tersenyum2 la, ketawa2 la. lols.

So we drove to the cemetery to pay a visit to my late grandma. & this was the first time i went to the cemetery on the first day of raya. A new experience for me. As Grandpa recite the surah yasin for my grandma, i can hear his voice becoming softer and softer. till one point of time, he stopped, wiped his tears and breathe in to gain back his composure. It was very very emotional. i too wanted to cry, but i held back my tears.

Rest in peace, mak. I'll pray for you. insya'allah.

Anyways, on a happier note, i still receive 'green packet'.hahaha.. best! although my cousins all kamcing tell the makcik2 that i work ald. So that i wont get any hongbao. Tak baik kan?? lols. But my makcik2 semua faham. They know i'm on attachment so technically, i'm still a student. They also know Attachment stakat berape bulan aje kan. Tak bole consider as keje betul2. hee.. best!

k. that's all for now. too sleepy till i cant think of what to type. lols.

SELAMA HARI RAYA, everyone!

ps: this year colour orange.

Selamat Hari Raya

2008-10-01T02:29:00.003+08:00

So, today's the day.

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri.

Maaf Zahir & Batin.

ps: 21 more days to the end of SIP

NFL

2008-09-29T21:49:00.000+08:00

I'm so so soooooooo into F1 right now.....

tmr work. so sian.

2008-09-21T23:22:00.003+08:00

but as of tomorrow, i'm left with exactly 1 more month in IBM. yea! i really hope that time will pass by very very fast. i'm so sick of the monday blues and the constant nightmares i'll have everytime there's work the next day. yes, you heard me right. nightmares abt work! that's why i keep whining about not having enough sleep. bah.

so, we're left with 8 more days to raya. preparation is 50% done. will continue the other half next weekend. i cant do house chores on weekday. haha! spent the two weekends at geylang. it's not so packed with people compared to last year. i think. we covered the whole geylang ytd as per sis's request. reason being this will be her last week enjoying as she'll start mugging for o's tml. bah.

fadli been such a sweetie ytd. he offered to deliver my mum's bag to our hse ytd night. and my mum was being kind as well eventhough fadli said he'll be reaching ard midnight after the liverpool match. =)) he reached 15 mins before 1am and i was kinda happy to see him again after a month. coz he's my one and only best malay guyfriend i had throughout my entire life. thanks for eveything, dude! see ya real soon :)

k, knocking off now. and i think i've to wash my hair tml. the scalp getting too oily ald. bah.

kopi cats

2008-09-13T02:51:00.005+08:00

Finally its the weekends! best!

My laptop is back in full charged. I've install the latest anti-virus software which i bought it at the IT fair 2 weekends ago. So it'll protect my lappy for a year which i really hope it will work coz i need my lappy to be in good condition for the major project next month. I don't trust the free antivirus anymore now. They can only detect but can't remove the virus. *pissed* And since my lappy crashed out of the blue, i thought i've lost all my documents. But then i rmb that last time, when i reformatted my laptop, i did transfer all the files to the home desktop. and luckily, i have not yet deleted the files from the desktop. haha! *sigh of relief* you know, if i could only save any one of the file in my laptop, i would choose the pictures file. The pictures i saved dated back to 2006. and the file itselfs weigh ard 3.1gb. So guess how much pictures i've kept in my laptop? haha.. and like the saying goes, "a picture speaks a thousand words." tresure you pics! hee :)

So its the weekends now. So what shld i do today? I feel i shld clean up my room but at the same time i feel that i need to run errands for raya too. hmm.. there's so much thing i need to plan and buy. and i'm on a tight budget too. haiz... pening pening.. dah tanggung diri sendiri katekan la..

ps: sorry sis. kopi your idea. *world peace*

2008-09-10T22:15:00.004+08:00

Yea! My laptop have revived. For almost 2 weeks, i was computer-less at home at night and i felt so lost. Coz my laptop had been my daily companion every night without fail. So for that 2 weeks, i search for smth to do to keep my busy. I'll either watched tv or read magazines or sleep damn early. haha.. alright babes, from now on i'll blog religiously like i used to. :D

Anyway, i'm not alone at work anymore. Today there's 3 new interns in my department. and the good thing is that one of them is a malay girl. cool! atleast i got someone to talk to in malay la. If not i'm like surrounded by chinese. and she would be my companion during lunch break since it's the fasting month now. cool cool cool..! i wont be as bored as before. :)

Well, other than that, life have been good. But once in a while, i kinda think about my grandma. I miss her alot. I just feel that she'd gone too soon. and you know, usually when you wanna say the dead person name, you'll say "arwah ....." rite. but i'm just not used to it yet. I'll just keep saying "mak" w/o the arwah. To say "arwah mak" is so weird la. Hmm.. I think i need time to adjust. Anyway, tml is the first week. Since the death of my grandma. I love you so much, mak. rest in peace. insya'allah.

2008-09-06T15:47:00.002+08:00

woke up at 1 today. i felt rejuvenated.

Takdir

2008-08-28T23:30:00.000+08:00

"It seems one thing has been true all along,

You don't really know what you've got 'til it's gone"

this week has been a rough week for me. firstly my laptop crashed. then my ipod. and now my grandma is in critical condition. i only can think of one word to describe all this: FATE.

though i can bear being seperated from my laptop and ipod, but losing someone that you love the most is unbearable. my grandmother is my second mother. i called her 'mak. she took care of me when i'm young. i still remember the times when i stayed at my grandma place without thinking of going home at all till my mother had to eventually dragged me home. and my grandmother, she's the best cook in the whole wide world! she'll cooked whatever we asked for w/o complaining. that's what i love about her. but now, she's fighting for her life. ytd, i thought i will lose her forever. but god's willing, she stayed on even after her life support had been turned off and her brain cells were practically dead. I don't wanna see her suffer anymore but god just don't wanna let her go yet. It's so heartbreaking to have to see her go through all this torture. In the meantime, i can only pray for her.

Laptop down!

2008-08-26T12:52:00.002+08:00

My laptop crashed!

& i'm so fucking pissed off.

its either the virus or some itchy hands at home using my laptop w/o my consent.

& the worst thing is, both my parent blamed me for not putting anti-virus software (which i did) & letting my siblings use my laptop.

k, i'm not gonna talk to anyone at home unless someone admit using it. enough said!

so for the time being, no updates from me.

& i wont be online at night from today onwards.

2008-08-24T01:21:00.002+08:00

To my lil sister,

Cheer up okay! You gained nothing by crying over him every night. The most important thing for you right now is to pass your prelims and O's. Just bury yourself under the books and i'm sure you'll forget him faster than you'd thought. haha! (advise from the very experience one. except that i don't bury myself under the books. hehehe..) :)

Regards,
your loving sister (chey bah.. hehe)

bosan.bored.sian.

2008-08-21T15:09:00.003+08:00

3 more hours and i'll end my work. soooo good. but hor (touch wood, touch wood) i hope my supp don't give me last minute work. lol. she ah. very unpredictable one. imagine you left with 30 mins or 15 mins to the end of work, then suddenly she ST (ibm version of MSN) you, ask you to ammend some report. haiya! that's why i always tell my friends i'm not free on weekdays. i can't predict what time i'll finish work.

Anyways, i'm very bored right now. My whole department attending workshop. Left me alone here. Not much work to do also. Haiz. This whole week had been so draggy la. It's the result of not much work being assigned to me. I dunno why i'm grumbling. I should be very thankful right? haiya zu, zu.. Tmr i'll be on half-day leave. yea! going back school for some briefing. In the evening, i'll be going to the Spore Flyer and then watch the Spore Fireworks Festival. My uncle, again!, got 7 tix for the festival. so good la! 2nd year in a row la. hee :)

HEY!! so funny la. while typing this entry suddenly the fire alarm rang. LOL. so have to go down to the assembly area which is at EXPO. so far sia! although this is just a practice, but the IBMers took their own sweet time to go down. imagine if really a real fire broke out. haiz. so ya, me and qy have to walk all the way to expo. some of the ibmers still can go to the cafe to have coffee la. like my next door colleague. lol. reach expo, we find chian. then go toilet, buy drink at 7-11.
kk, now 5.30 liao. wanna slowly pack up. hee :) ciao!

fat bum!

2008-08-18T23:40:00.003+08:00

I think i'm putting on weight. i've been eating like a pig since last week. I dunno why but eversince my menses come, my appetite had increased so much la. For example, last thursday, reached home from work, i ate a plate of rice with chicken and egg. Then after that, i ate McSpicy meal. Haiz. I am getting out of hand! Anyhoo, if you see my condition now, you'll be surprise. hahaha..

get what i meant? see the ass there.

ps: wedding pics uploaded in LJ!

guess who's back?

2008-08-16T01:13:00.004+08:00

Hey girls, i'm back. And it THE WEEKEND!!!

My aunt's wedding ceremony this Sunday. whoo.. the day i'll be flaunting my oh so expensive baju kurung which i bought out of my own expenses. can see the big hole in my pocket ald. :(

anyway, the solemnization nite was held last friday at JB. It went well although the groom was late abt an hour due to the traffic jam and made the tok kadi mcm cacing kepanasan coz he still have 2 more couples to attend to. funny funny. anyway I'll post the pics soon in LJ together with this sunday pics kays. :)

6 weeks had past, i'm left with another 7 more weeks to the end of SIP. god! work is so unbearable la. For the past 2 weeks, i've been staying at work till 8 or 9pm. the month closing plus the quarter closing this coming sept. there's just so much things to do. anyway, to say i'm enjoying the work here, i'm not quite sure. but i love the company. For instance, my supp. everytime, after i submit my report and she found out that i did it wrongly, she will nag and scoled at me. but its temporary only. after that she suddenly become nice and show me how to do it again. funny! everytime like that one. hahaha.. den there's one of my colleague who sat beside me, he's very the metro. but he's quite cute. hahaa. never fail to offer me foods. the rest of the colleagues, they sat quite far from me. don't really know them that well, but they are still very friendly and funny too. :)

k, lemme think what i've miss out this 2 weeks.

hmm.. oh! 10 Aug. time flies so fast. it's been a year ald.

shall not comment much more. i've to sleep now. waking up super early tml to do some house chores. haiz. my saturday part-time job. :(

On hiatus

2008-08-04T23:44:00.002+08:00

Due to the time constraint and increasing workload, i'll stop blogging for the moment.

Have a happy advance National Day!

ps: do visit my LJ as i'll upload pics from upcoming events there.

thanks.

Samba

2008-08-01T00:45:00.000+08:00

Life had been way too stressful this past week. I don't even have time for myself. Thank god Saturday is here. I seriously, seriously deprieve of sleep man!

Anyway, snippets of the friendly match between Spore & Brazil. I got in for free, know! Thanks Uncle cannot-say-his-name-here for saving my 33 bucks. :)

TGIF

2008-07-26T18:44:00.003+08:00

After a month, i've finally meetup with my c129 classmates. Thou alot can't make it coz they rather do OT than meeting up, we still had alot of fun ytd. So wonky, sy, fadli, ravi, roy, marcus & me had dinner at Marina's changing appetite. The foods there have very unique names and the servings are rather big, hence the price. So when we wanted to order our foods, wonky dared fadli to order Spice me up! in a seducing voice. and he did! the waiter was a guy and fadli went like this, " Can i have *in a sexy, seducing tone and his 'act' sexy face* spice me up please!". i can't stop giggling when he said that. and i missed out seeing the waiter face (he's cute, btw. hehe). i wonder how he reacted to that. haha.

then when it come to sy turn to order, she's like reluctant to order.

SY: aiya! i don't want to order la. later you all laugh at me.

Us: just order la. the waiter waiting for you already sia.

SY: you guys dont laugh ah. paiseh sia.

SY turned to the waiter and before she could even say out what she want, the waiter said it out for her.

SY: how you know i want to eat that?

Waiter: (he just laugh, very cutely indeed)

Guess what the name is?

Don't be a chicken.

So, the hot topic of the day was obviously about our work. and also the working environment and our day to day life after we start working. the foods, the people. everything was about work. we cill till 10 plus before heading home. and we plan to meetup every month, the next on 22nd august. :)

anyway, today marks the 365th day. time for me to move ahead without looking back to the happy days we once lived in.

and finally, i'm letting go of the past. i've found my happiness now, and so do you. :)

my fun-fill pack August

2008-07-24T22:08:00.002+08:00

So August isn't here yet. But i already have a long list of activites coming up in August.

7 Aug: Sister's bdae

8 Aug: My aunt's solemnization night @ JB.

9 Aug: National Day but will still be in JB. hee :)

10 Aug: a day to remember :) <- extra (oh.. pay day too)

16 Aug: A day before my aunt's wedding ceremony. Will be busy.

17 Aug: My aunt's wedding ceremony.

22 Aug: S'pore Flyer with family.

23 Aug: Muslimah Netball Tournament.

29 Aug: Reunion dinner with ex-fajarian

& a very,very special day.

Long enough? haha. Plus the quarter closing coming soon. I'll be a very, very busy woman.

:) good night, darlings. and have a great weekend!

ps: TGIF tml!

work

2008-07-23T22:59:00.002+08:00

real shit start next week.

random

2008-07-22T22:15:00.003+08:00

Get to know yourself better

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education:

Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.
The right job for you:You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
What are you most afraid of:You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

What's your personality love style?

Here is the analysis:

You desire a love that will last forever. You are quite serious about finding this type of love, and that's why you think carefully about the men that you meet before deciding whether you could really love them. You don't just develop a crush on someone overnight: you look at a person's personality and other aspects of their life before deciding to form an attachment. If a guy doesn't meet your expectations, you would rather be alone. Your love has to be perfect. Be careful though, you could be missing out on some worthy relationships because your standards are so high.

hmm.. kinda true actually. i do have high expectation sometimes. but with dan it's an exception. his is extraodinary. hee :) lol. but anyhoo, i did this out of boredness okay! Every night i got nothing to do mah. So i explore for fun exciting cool stuffs. (azie, i grab this link you give my sis. haha. thanks ah.)

ps: 4 more days

Updates

2008-07-21T21:44:00.004+08:00

So now for a weekly updates on work. So far, work had been good. I'm just getting use to the fact that i'm actually working and not studying. Which means i can't dilly-dally do my work. lol.

Well, i'm working under the Finance department. It's so not related to IT la. (you know, suddenly i missed programming so much. lol.). I just need to assist my supervisor, who is a Financial Analyst(FA), and also learn how to use Excel. I know i can't grumble so much now. All i could do is to have a positive mindset and learn as much new stuffs as possible. For the sake of my internship. ya! let's look at the bright side of life. :)

Today was kinda a long day for me. The server at work broke down. My supervisor was on leave. I can't access to my lotus notes a.k.a email. My thinkpad is damn old that it lag all the time. And it was raining damn heavily that the office was so cold and i was shivering so bad coz i dint bring my jacket along. lol. and you know, cold weather = sleepy me. so draggy la today. Oh ya, everytime when i'm bored, i'll always go to the pantry to take free drink. Random. haha. I'll usually drink caffinated drinks to keep me awake. But today i drank teh tarik to keep me full. haha.. I think i'm too jakun ald sia. Cannot see anything FOC, confirm will take one. And sometime when i'm too free i'll go jalan2 to place 1 to buy cookies from Spinelli(?), coz it's staff price mah. hee :)

So, i'm left with exactly 3 more months to the end of attachment. I'm soooo looking foward to it. I can't stand the morning madness. The mrt is way, way toooo pack everyday. And waking up very early every morning? haiz.. gimme my remote-controller man.

Server down

2008-07-21T17:03:00.000+08:00

IBM's server down. So sian.. No work to do.

90 more days

2008-07-21T00:02:00.002+08:00

Countdown:

13 more weeks to the end of SIP.

i can't wait. i missed waking up late every morning. :(

ps: you, please call me soon.

Photos :)

2008-07-16T22:12:00.004+08:00

I'm stress! I'm stress! I'm stress!

What should i wear for work tomorrow?
If only they allow tshirt and jeans. argh!

k, time to shop for more formal clothes!

any free souls wanna acc me this sat?

Syita our 'tour-guide' of the day :)

2008-07-13T00:27:00.004+08:00

Made the previous entry just for my mama. and the entry before the previous one i have deleted it coz i dont want to get caught if i ever bitch about my company. hahaha!

So far, attachment was good. Though i have no finance background, i'm willing to learn. :)

k, shall talk no further about work. later pple complen i talk world. lol. (you know, i know.)

Today went out with GFFs. Full force. Had for our own 'mini' heritage tour to little india and arab st. Syita was our 'tour guide'. We went to Mustafa Center first. I had wanted to go there for so long coz pple keep saying that the stuffs are cheap. and seriously, the stuffs are cheap. If only i had enough cash with me, i'll shop till i drop. hahaha.. But i seriously cannot tahan with the place. It was so damn squeezy sia. Not with the pple, but with the barang-barang. They just longgok all the stuffs there. So suffercating(?). (shit i think my spelling becoming worse. lol). Round punye round, at last we bought ourselves chocolates. And its not those hard-to-find chocolates, but those kit-kats, malteses, twigs. hahaha.. We took like almost 2 hrs rounding around the building. To find the exit sign was also troublesome. lol. I was relived when we finally foung the exit door.

When we exited, i seem to be feeling like i'm in Malaysia. The atmosphere was so like Masjid India in KL. We then make our way to arab st but before that we stopped by the flea market at sungei road there. And we come upon this stall which sell porno vcd. The vcd cover tak tapis langsung. Can see all those naked women. lol. Then the uncle very funny. I think he saw our shocked face but he still said, " Offer liao. Girls buy get half price." WTH!

Walked to arab st. We were actually finding Haji Lane but not sure at which side. Luckily while we were walking opp Golden Landmark Hotel, Syita saw Haji Lane road sign. Saw all those shop selling vintage clothing but dint go in. coz sure damn ex. haha. We slack at al-tazziq(issit?) for shisha. I think i swore before that i wont shisha again (due to the last experience), but today shisha went perfectly well. Can say i smoked the most. Dunno why today i suddenly so 'high'. dint feel giddy or anything. We talked and crapped. Played TRUTH & TRUTH. We asked each other all those very personal stuffs. SEX, PORN, GUYS etc. hahaha.. very funny but at the same time, we learned more about each other and that's what make our friendship even stronger! right girls? haha.. after 3 hours of sitting down, its time for us to make a move. The moment i stand up, i feel so dizzy. Jalan pon mcm orang mabuk. lol.

So girls, next trip to Chinatown? then to JB? then to Batam? hahaha..

47th

2008-07-13T00:11:00.004+08:00

Happy belated birthday, Mama

Fear

2008-07-09T02:19:00.003+08:00

Is July repeating itself again?

God, please make me make the right decision this time.

I had enough of the suffering.

I wanna be happy again.

Killing time

2008-07-06T23:15:00.006+08:00

While waiting for my movie to buffer(watching 'i now pronounce you chuck and larry), i shall blog about something, just to kill time. LOL. hmm.. my whole family slept early today including my two siblings altho tmr is a school holiday. I, too, thought i need to get some rest after a long day today but i kept tossing on bed. Pop a sleeping pill hoping i'll get sleepy soon. So in the meantime, i shall catch some movies first. Ran down a list of movie show and i settled with this. hahaha.. it's kinda an old show.

Anyhoo, I rmb last year raf and me wanted to catch this show but it opened during the fasting month. So we were like, "bole ke kite tgk cite nie time puase? kalau tgk confirm batal puase kan" hahaha.. if we waited till the end of ramadhan, then the movie ald basi. So end up, we decided not. But still, raf watched it online after break-fast. hahaha! rite raf? :D

Hmm.. this afternoon, went to hunt for kain raya at kampong glam. It was my first time hunting for kain raya. Usually i'll just buy the ready made ones. So we went from one shop to another. Met a few pple along the way, friends and celebrities.

Matching suitable colours was a big headache. So many colours to choose from, till it made you colour blind. haha.. Luckily my aunt was there. She helped us to choose the right colour. If it was me, i think till now we're still deciding what colour we want. So undecisive la. LOL. Walked around and i saw this shop selling those old toys and games. I bought this DIY balloon maker(?). The one that comes in a tube with straw so that you can blow the straw to make the balloon. They sell it for 50c per packet. It used to cost much cheaper way back. But its okie. My mum paid for it. hahahahah!! Before we went home, my mum will never failed to buy ZamZam's murtabak. I find the murtabak quite normal la. Dunno why pple say its nice.

Kk, I'm feeling sleepy ald. Think i'll continue watching the movie tml. Still buffering. lol. Anyway, fyi, i dint get into any company for my attachment. not even JTC. lol. So in the meantime, i'll start doing my final year project first while waiting for news from my lecturers. haiz.. sian si pua.

NDP preview 08

2008-07-06T00:28:00.002+08:00

Weee... I just got home from the National Day preview. Thanks to my uncle who got 13 free tix. hahaha.. and this year preview was a blast! wanna know why? coz i get to 'wash my eyes' (esp the cd guys. hahaha!) and also i bumped into Fana at the ticket entrance there. funny you know coz initially we planned to watch together by the esplanade there. But then end up, we still get to watch it together but in the gallery itself. hahaha! her dad got 2 free tix plus we got the same colour gallery. so ya, got to sit together. best!

Actually the best thing about NPD is just the parade and the fireworks. the show is okay la. i think this year one was better than the other years. less of those pple with the flowery2 outfits. hahaha.. and ya, the air plane show! Sungguh best!

Other than that, we sat at the very front row. good view except for the railing which hindered us from taking nice pics. lol. i'll upload the pics in my LJ as soon i got it from dada. haha..

and guess what? i saw his sister. the last person i wish to see today.

JULY

2008-07-04T00:02:00.001+08:00

Don’t speak, seal your lips

Please don’t say a word

Maybe I won’t remember the words I have not heard

I see that you’re in love

I know it’s not with me

But I don’t want the truth to haunt my memory.

It’s never too late to relight the fire

It’s never stopped burning for me

The flame, it never died inside of me

How is it now that I can tell you I love you

How is it only now that it’s too late.

What can I do?

The love that we had is torn in two.

So you take the smiles from all of our years

I’ll take the tears

I sit and reminisce of times that we once shared.

You gave me more than love

But never thought I cared.

My feelings were all for you.

Although it didn’t show.

I only told you on the day you let me to go

Now I realize that you’re no longer mine.

But I’m hoping that the pain will ease in time.

Although you’re leaving, I won’t say goodbye.

Because I know you’re here with me inside.

July's here.

So fast time flies.

No matter how hard it'll be,

I will cope through the days and months to come.

Pre-SIP

2008-07-01T14:52:00.003+08:00

This week is our pre-SIP week. had to listen to our lecturers crapping about our attachment. and speaking of which, i might be going to JTC (if it's confirm, insya'allah.). Its at International Business Park there so i think should be convienient for me la. *crossing fingers*

Other than that, the whole of this week have already been planned out for us by our lecturers. We just need to follow the time-table they gave us. Feel so primary school sia. hahaa..

Today, i had to attend a 30mins lec but as usual, i ponteng myself. go back school for 1/2 hr is totally bullshit la. might as well i get myself a extra hour of sleep. lol. Did some house chores but i'm left with the folding of the laundry which i totally despise(urgh!). Continue with my wedding dash game. I've completed all the level (yahoo!!) and now just started with the cooking academy game(cooking mama computer version). So hmm.. going jogging later at Tampines Stadium. god! i think i'll fail my 2.4km run. Ytd, i just manage to run 2 rounds only sia. and each round i took at least 3 mins. lol. that's bad man. and my napfa is in 2 days time. i think i'll prepare to fail ald.

after jogging. :)

no luck

2008-06-29T23:00:00.003+08:00

I dint make it for the first interview (i think).